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Monday, May 08, 2006

Their have being many times in my life that I have done my on thing. Although at that time it didn’t seem like the right thing to do, but hey things happen.
Like when I was 17 years old and I wanted a tattoo really badly and my mom wouldn’t let me get it. I would try every thing to change her mind. It just seemed like nothing was working with her. She would just not pay any attention to what I had to say. So one time I tired to use the excuse that, "My brother got one when he was a senior in high school, so why can’t I get one!" She just told me that he was a boy and I was a girl. Which I think isn’t fair at all. So I kept on trying because I do not take no for an answer. So I tried and tried for three months straight.
So by then my older cousin had just told me that she had just got a tattoo. So I talked to her to see if she cold talk to my mom so my mom will let go and get my tattoo done. So she talked to my mom about it and my mom started letting up a little bit. So I kept on trying, and finally she said, "Yes." I was so happy when she said yes.
So when the time came for me to get it, all bad things started happening to me. I couldn’t get anyone to sign for me, and we went to like for banks and the library. And it still didn’t work. Finally our last try it worked. But when we got to the place, I became scared and didn’t want to do it. But I went through it and got it.
An educated person to me is someone who has being to school all there life. An educated person loves to learn new things and do new things. And sometimes they come up with things to help the world, and make things better.
An educated person has being in school all their life, from elementary school, to college. And is still willing to learn all they can to make themselves seem smarter. They are just very educated, and very overwhelming.
But then again there are to types of educated people. You have the school smart and you have the street smarts kind of person. Well, everyone wants to be the school smart kind of person and not the streets smarts person. With the street’s smart person they know their surroundings very well. And they won’t get lost anywhere they go. It seems as if they know where they are at even if they are in a new place. They know the entire local hot spots and were it is good to go and not good to go. So they are educated as well. They may not have too much education when it comes to school but they know everything when it comes to everything else.
Then you have the street smarts person and the book smart person. This is the best person to be. They have the best of both worlds. They will be the best in school, and they will never get lost Now I can say that I am both of these things, I do good in school and I hopefully will never get lost in the world. So if you are both of these things you will have benefits for life to come. You will meet a lot of people by being in school and you will meet a lot of people by just going places also. So it would be best if you are educated in both of these area’s so you will always know what is going on in life.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

I consider myself to be more of a leader. I want to be my own person and following someone you can’t do that. Because the person you are following could be trying to hurt you or just do something to them in general. I do things that I want to do and have fun the way I want to do. Being a leader you are your own person, believing what you want to believe and just being who you are. People who follow other people sometimes end up really hurt or just in a bad situation. You can be your own person and still fit in. You don’t have to be like everyone else. Being unique is what make everyone different and makes the world go round.
I like being who I am, and now one can change that. It is so boring doing things that other people want to do and not do things that you want to do. Life can’t be lived like that. God did not put us here to all be the same and to do the same things as everybody else. We are his own little creations and he wants us to be very unique, and special. Being who you are and doing things you want to do you will succeed in life more than anyone that you every known. So by doing what you say and doing what you know, no one can stop you from being what you want to be. So it is way more fun to be a leader then it is to be a follower because everyone will know who you are and say things nice to you. But by being a follower people will just know you as being the follower’s friend. So be more of a leader then a follower, you will make it farther.
The reason why many families are not together is because no one wants to stay together anymore. Either father’s don’t want to stay with their mother’s are the mother’s don’t want to stay with the father’s. And then the children are always caught in the middle of everything. The children always think it is there fought that their parent’s are not together anymore.
And maybe another reason why families are not staying together is because women want to be more independent. Women now a days don’t have to be married to live life the way that they want to. They don’t need me to be all they can be.
And let’s not forget about the men, they are just getting a little big
headed. Like they just rule the world. Also, people don’t want to be tied down anymore. They just want to live life and have fun, with a lot of kids and no father’s.
Well, I myself, I know what it is like to grow up in a single parent home. It feel’s really bad growing up and there is no father around. And when I try to see him he acts as if he really doesn’t want to see me. So why bother trying to see him, if he doesn’t want to see me. I just feel a little bad sometimes, like I am the cause of the problem. In a way growing up without a father made me a stronger person. I just know and hope that I will not have children unless I am married, that is the way that I want to be. So I want be a part of the stereotype that they have now a days. But, hopefully in the future this will be different
and this little curse will be broken.

Monday, May 01, 2006

Opposition
Yes, I do agree with this observation. That is a way to learn how you or how someone really is. I have had both, but mainly I have had more experiencing with people who agree with me. Like they tell me that I am good around people and I am a people's kind of person.
This one time I had someone's mother read me really well without me even asking. She told me that I seem like an evil person, if someone would have just met me. Because I always have a strong look on me face like don't mess with me. But, I try to seem so what like that so people want run over me.
She also told me how I am with people of the opposite sex. That I am afraid to get close to them. I don't trust anybody, because some guys do lie so why get close. Well, the part about the closeness, is very true. But the part about my expressions, and how I seem to give off nasty looks, is so not true. They are just don't mess with me looks that is all, nothing more to it that I know of. I am me being me so people want think that I am different from what I am. But mainly all I hear is that I am basically sweet and helpful.